While in the casket, he lights a cigarette and uses a knife to write the words “memento mori” on the cover of his casket. The track’s official music video, which was released on the same day as the track, shows Miller being buried alive in casket. Miller once said he began using drugs when he was only just 10. The relationship’s demise was mainly due to Miller’s uncontrollable addiction to drugs – an addiction which eventually killed him at the young age of 26. Miller and singer Ariana Grande began a romantic relationship in August 2016.

He fled the scene after the accident but was later arrested by police. In May 2018, Miller was arrested and charged with a number of offenses, including driving under the influence after he crashed his Mercedes G-Wagon into a power pole and knocked the pole in the process. “I made that song (Self Care) way before the sh*t went down”. However, it turned out that Miller penned this song way before the incident.įew days after Miller’s shocking death, it was revealed by (who had a lengthy interview with him) that the song was written many days before his accident. Meanwhile, Grande, who’s since very rapidly and very publicly moved on with Pete Davidson, dropped the video for “ God Is a Woman” - rife with unsubtle Georgia O’Keeffe-style imagery - on Friday.At first, many thought one of the issues the young rapper was talking about in the song was his DUI charges. Miller was busted for allegedly driving under the influence shortly after the breakup, which he also references in the song, saying, “That Mercedes drove me crazy, I was speedin’ / Somebody save me from myself, yeah / Tell them they can take that bulls–t elsewhere.” However, weeks later, Grande claimed that her relationship with Miller was “toxic,” adding, “I have cared for him and tried to support his sobriety & prayed for his balance for years (and always will of course) but shaming/blaming women for a man’s inability to keep his s–t together is a very major problem.” Grande, 25, and Miller, 26, split in May after two years together, initially citing conflicting schedules as the reason for the breakup. “Well, didn’t know what I was missing / Now it see a lil’ different … We play it cool / We know we f–ked up, yeah / You keep on sayin’ you in love, so? / Tell me are you really down?” he raps on the track that dropped at midnight Friday. Mac Miller is still reeling from his breakup with Ariana Grande in his new song, “ Self Care.”

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